This blog post i will really take my time with. Although i have French, Bio, Maths and History homework to do. None of these apart from the French and Bio homework are urgent and even then i can finish both of them off tomorrow... When they're due... Last minute... LOL I don't mind... 8-)
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Well, recently i've had these... Sudden urges?? Please don't take that in the dirty way 8-) To ask out a friend of mine, all these times coincidentally when i've been laying in bed thinking as i always do, as i'm trying to go to sleep. I know why i feel that sometimes... It's not out of nowhere that it comes... 'Cause she's a really great girl, everything i could ever want in a girl and more :D And before you start to get all dsjfgdsknglh it's no one from DHS so relax 8-)
As quickly as these quick bursts of... Spontaneity come. They leave just as suddenly. I think about the consequences of me asking her out, i think about how i'm going to do it and at the time, i always feel like nothing can get in the way of me doing it... This has happened twice now and IDK what to think anymore...
Every time i wake up the next morning, my reasoning and logic tell me better, so i don't ask her out... *sigh* I hope it doesn't happen again... 'Cause next time i might not be so lucky, maybe my brain won't tell me better >_>
"My heart is in love with the idea of being in love", as one of my good friends said. As you should know by now. I did say i wasn't going to be involved in a relationship 'till i was 18+ or sometime in Uni, so did she. But i'm sensing now that, that promise is about to be broken any day now. So much for that. If you're going to say it, stick with it, don't just say it for the sake of it. And of course i'm talking about her breaking it, not me.
LOL, not much, but i got sidetracked >_> so yea. When i was actually doing it, i was thinking about what i was going to say instead of just the "what ever comes to mind" mindset. So i'm done, as for the days thingy, i give up on that. It's gay and i CBF doing it anymore, no point anyway.
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A special shout out to Teresaaaaaaaa!!! THANK YOU, GOD THANK YOU, FOR LINKING ME TO THE FUCKYEARANDOMSTUPIDITY TUMBLR SITE!!! Oh how i love it :') the pics you post up are golden tooo, keep up the good work :D
LC ~
"We want it, we want it real bad so stick by us. If we don't achieve it, we'll bloody die trying" - Brendon Goddard
no problems mate ;)