After that day we went out tonnes of more times and each time we went out it was like i got to know her more, and really got to like her... Or... Love... Her... >_> One of the last times we went out, we hugged and she didn't let go for like agessss "are you going to let go anytime soon??" i said. And she hugged me tighter when i said that - this has been like around eight months since i met her and also around the time when she left... - i could hear her sniffing and i asked why "Michael... Do you think this can still work if i live in a different state...??" and she burst out crying in my arms, my heart just literally, i felt it break in two. I feel reaaaaaaaaaaly sad right now, i've got a tear in my eye :'/ just thinking about it. This has brought back some really great memories... But also some very bad ones.. :'( We stood there in each other's arms for i can't remember how long... It felt like the longest time of my life... Time felt like it was literally frozen. I didn't know what to say. I actually froze...
Since then, i've had that exact feeling one other time... I'd rather not talk about that time. I'll not even so much as whisper a word about that day to ANYONE. I'll take that time to the grave... ANYWAY, as i stood there in my frozen-ness... It started to rain... The clouds came in around like an hour before she told me even after a weather forecast of NO RAIN! GOD LOL 8-) So the longest time of "i can't remember how long" was up LOL :/ the rain sort of broke our trances? LOL 8-) and we dashed for cover, sat down and i asked her where she was moving to and she said "before you ask why too, my dad got a job offer up at the Gold Coast and it's an "over he can't refuse" she forced a smile at her little joke and continued "I'm leaving in a month..." she had a long pause and said "What does this mean for us?"
I had one of my freezing moments again 8-) i was speechless i wanted to say. "OMG, WHAT ARE YOU SAYING. It can still work! Nothing can keep us apart!" but i wasn't that naive... So i said "you know we're going to have to go out separate ways now don't you?" - wow, it's all coming back to me... I remember it like it was just yesterday... - she threw a rock into the creek and stood up under the tree we were hiding from the rain with and told me to come. So i came out into the rain and she grabbed my hands into hers and she started dancing... In the rain... LOL. It wasn't pouring but it was enough rain for us to be soaked in water by the end of out little episode LOL. We just danced without a care in the world. The rain stopped while we were still dancing and the sun came out. And her eyes just lit up, i looked into them and they looked like they were literally sparkling.. But it was just the reflection of the sun off the creek onto her eyes 8-) LOL she dashed toward the patches of sunlight on the ground in the hope of drying off, but as quickly as the sun came, it decided to leave 8-)
She turned to me, smiling and said "this has been a day i'll never forget. I'll never forget you, you've been the light of my life, brightening up my sad, dark days and been the best pillow a girl could ever ask for" she said other stuff but this is the first thing that i actually can't remember... But she ended it by saying "you're always strong when i need you to be for me, now i'm repaying the favour" she meant that she wasn't going to cry because of all of this and be strong for me :) because she could see i had a tear in my eye >_> i could see she was about to cry even more too.. So i wiped away her tear then my tear LOL, held her hand and we walked back to our bus stop to go back home. I CBF reading back on my previous posts to check whether i mentioned us having matching necklaces, but we did and yea.. So we'd always have a bit of each other with us at all times... x)
The day she left, she called me and we said our last good byes... Probably never to see each other again... But i still talk with her to this day. Not as often as last year, but i still do. We've both moved on now and we're both happy... Both single too LOL.......
And that's all. There's nothing left to say :O That's all folks!
LC ~
"We want it, we want it real bad so stick by us. If we don't achieve it, we'll bloody die trying" - Brendon Goddard