The next day i purposely missed the bus again. But she wasn't there. I got home and i felt like crying :/ not really.......... >_> i was just very, very, very sad. I tried again the next day and she wasn't there again. So because of that, i gave up. I thought to myself that i'd never see her again.
I actually thought i would never see her again, although i thought she was a really nice girl, i wasn't prepared to miss my bus every single day until i saw her again... That's assuming i would ever see her again in the first place!!
So i continued on with my life.... Around a week later i was on the train and i saw her there!!! Talking and laughing with all her friends!! I was like thinking "OMG, YESSSSSSS". In a rush i went over and said hi.... All her friends turned to me and just stared... I heard one whisper "Is he the guy" if i do say so myself, she's fail at whispering :P LOL anyway, by this time it came to Hallam stationnn - which was our stop in case i haven't said... - and we both walked out together and i said hi again and she smiled and laughed x) i asked her how her day was and straight after that said, "I'm sorry about last time on the bus... When i just left, i wasn't thinking properly... If you'll give it to me... Can i have your number??" at that time i wasn't looking at her... I was looking at the ground and she already had her phone out with her number on it, the whole time i was talking, pretty much... >_> LOL........ And she said that too so yea.. She also said "I was really disappointed when you didn't ask for it earlier you know :/" *facepalm* i felt really stupid and she was looking down when she said that too...... So i said "How about i make it up to you? I'll take you out for lunch and a movie. How does that sound?" and her face... It just almost literally lit up, she looked so happy :) So she said "Sounds like a plan, i'll meet you at FG on the weekend. At arounddd 10 outside cinemas, kk??" I agreed and we had another one of our chats as the bus came to pick us up.
So, the day of the date.. I'll call it a date xP came and i was there early waiting for her outside the cinema realising that we never thought of what movie to watch before we came... She eventually got there and didn't hug me when she saw me, i didn't really mind though - we didn't really hug each other until later on - We looked at the movie there and she said that she didn't like any of the movies on or that she already saw the good ones. I liked some of them LOL But i didn't want her to re-watch movies though :/ so i said that i saw the too... And i came up with the bestest idea ever!!!!!
I asked her if she was sure she didn't want to watch the movies and she said "yeaaaaaaaaaaa" so i told her to come with me. She didn't ask what we were doing or where we were going, she just came, she didn't say anything. We ended up walking all the way to Narre station, we didn't talk... When we got there i bought her a Metcard and we caught the train to Dandy station... We got off the train and caught a bus to wait for it... Dandy Creek!! LMAO, it was actually really nice... I wasn't sure if we were allowed to go down there, to the creek... But we went down anyway :D Finally she broke the silence and said, when we got there "DANDY CREEK?! You took me to Dandy Creek.......?!" LOL :/ It was a really nice day that day and the day before it rained pretty heavily so the creek was full as!! I sat down right at the edge of the creek and it was so peaceful. There was a clear blue sky and you couldn't hear a thing because i deliberately walked in further so you couldn't hear the cars. I patted the ground next to me and after hesitating, and looking at me funny LOL she sat down too, the ground was clean IDK why she looked at me like that ==" it was all just green grass... ANYWAY. I lied down and just stared up at the sky watching the clouds go by, there weren't many clouds though... She did it too and we talked. I'd have to say that just lying there with her for like at least 3 hours and talking about anything and everything was one of the best times of my life. We obviously didn't just lie there for 3 hours LOL we walked up a bit and stuff, skimmed rocks andddd... Even... Even.......... EVENNNNNNNNN. Nothing... That's all we did :) Talked, walked and skimmed rocks LOL :D
After that day we went out tonnes of more times and each time we went out it was like i got to know her more, and really got to like her... Or... Love... Her... >_> One of the last times we went out, we hugged and she didn't let go for like agessss "are you going to let go anytime soon??" i said. And she hugged me tighter when i said that - this has been like around eight months since i met her and also around the time when she left... - i could hear her sniffing and i asked why "Michael... Do you think this can still work if i live in a different state...??" and she burst out crying in my arms, my heart just literally, i felt it break in two. I feel reaaaaaaaaaaly sad right now, i've got a tear in my eye :'/ just thinking about it. This has brought back some really great memories... But also some very bad ones.. :'( We stood there in each other's arms for i can't remember how long... It felt like the longest time of my life... Time felt like it was literally frozen. I didn't know what to say. I actually froze...
That's enough for this one xP next post should be the ending to this long as post series sorta thing LOL :/ 'Till the next post
LC ~
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