Mannn, the last time i blogged was......... Like around......... 2 weeks ago?? Maybe?? It's going to be difficult to pick up exactly where i left off, but i'll try my best to include every single little detail to try and drag out this post as much as possible :P Just so it makes it easier for me to do this, i'll just put the last paragraph of my last post, so i can sorta... Make this flowwwww :D
So she walked down over to my stop and went towards the seat i was sitting on, our eyes met and she smiled as she sat down right next to me. I get goosebumps just reflecting back on that smile... And there we have it, first contact.
So now i continue
On the day she was wearing her P.E uniform. It had a white body and red sleeves :) i still remember... And her hairstyle was like this
Okay then, so she walked over and sat down, it was really windy that day by the way. I was sitting there waiting for the bus when this big gust of wind came and she was holding a few papers - obviously not hard enough - and one of them got blown right into me!! It went full on my chest and everything ;) LOL So i laughed, then she laughed :) i quickly glanced at what was on the sheet and it was poetry. I only got to see the first few lines but you could tell it was. I can't remember what it said now, but if i do i'll say it. After that i gave her back the sheet and i asked what her name was, and she said Ashleigh, "but my friends call me Ashy" she said with a smile.
At that time as i said before it was just her and i?? Or me?? WHO CARES. LOL........... Anyway, before she could ask for mine i said "my name's Michael btw, nice to meet you" and she smiled again, such a cute smile x) i asked her what school she went to and she just blankly stared at me......... I felt like an idiot because it was obvious it was Sacred Heart, IT WAS ON HER T-SHIRT LOL ==" so i quickly say "HAHAHAHA, JOKINGGGGG" LOL one of the most awkward moments of my life....... hahaha. She laughed and asked me the same question, while she was looking at my DHS JUMPER!! I miss my jumper :( which also said DHS on it. I actually didn't know what to say, so i go "Sacred Heart" and she gave me another blank stare and just burst out laughing LOL
By that time the bus came and we both got on, plenty of seats so we both got on the bus but i sat down like near the back and she looked around on the bus........ I don't know if she was looking for me or not... But i knew she couldn't see me, 'cause i watched her the whole time. So she sat near the front. And i thought to myself "Michael you idiot, go and sit with her" it took me like 5 mins to decide whether to go or not.......... IDK why... So eventually i go and tap her on the shoulder, she turns around and pats the seat next to her "sit" she says. I felt like a dog but she didn't say it in that way LOL
We started talking again, i found out that she lived in Cranbourne and that she liked writing poetry :) she liked SPORTS, she played b'ball and tennis...... Like i play now....... Sheeeeeeee, HATESSSS cucumber DD: how could you hate cucumber?! and she LOVESSSSSS school....... LOL I know, loves school xP
During the talk, we told each other about ourselves and she really started to grow on me. She came across as really smart, funny and she even liked sports!!! I thought she was the perfect girl for me!! I had a great time, i wished that hour would never have ended and i could still be there now....... :/
I was so caught up in all the talking, i realised my stop was like 2 seconds away, so i quickly got my bag, hurriedly said "bye" and got off the seat and got off the bus............. I KNOW OKAY, MICHAEL YOU DUMB, DUMB SDGHJDKGJSDGLDSHG. I felt so bad... I thought i might never see her again.......... I couldn't go to sleep that night. Just thinking about what i'd just been through a few hours ago. Thinking of what could've been...
The next day i purposely missed the bus again. But she wasn't there. I got home and i felt like crying :/ not really.......... >_> i was just very, very, very sad. I tried again the next day and she wasn't there again. So because of that, i gave up. I thought to myself that i'd never see her again.
I think i might extend this one into another post......... This is getting wayyyyy to long for my liking and i'm getting sleepy xP So i'll make a second post for PART 2. NOT PART 3 YET, still PART 2 LOL NOT THAT IT MATTERS. Whoops........ Caps lock....... 8-)
So night, night!!
LC ~
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